I’m HERE
5:14am. Barelycorn. Did it. Woke hungry, with stomach, angry, confused. Much the way Jack must feel when he rises. My clothes, someone–I mean someWHERE– in here, but not sure, so I can’t go...
View Article4/14/15 journal —“Tackle”
Done with 1B grading, and ready to leave. Will write more after class, planning on going to Redwood Café for some short fiction and a water with lemon.. no coffee, no more for me thank you.. or should...
View ArticleIn Adjunct Office
And tired. No mood for anything, even with the coffee posing its puissance.. After 1A go to bank, then to home, and after 1B work around condo.. nothing Literary about the day, or that I can see so...
View ArticleAutumn Walk, session 1: “O frabjous day!”
On same couch but different structure. And what’s going through my head? Everything. Everything of life and chances and possibilities… With this new house and the writing.. had an upgrade instituted...
View ArticleThis Day, oh this day, this musical day..
went to Pride winery and was kept and transferred and pushed by everything I saw, heard, spoke about with the Pride pride… And now I’m here in the SRJC library more than prepared for my session– oh you...
View Articlea writer: post 004
I always tell my students I don’t believe in “writer’s block”. And I don’t. I’ll never budge from that conviction. But, I do believe in writer’s walls. They have to be surmounted. And some take...
View ArticleFacile (fluent)
Just finished shaving for following day, and I feel, I don’t know, off for some reason. Like there’s something I should be doing but can’t remember what it is, and if it’s so important why can’t I...
View ArticleOver 1,000 words for day. 57 minutes to class.
I’m anxious, tired, unmotivated, which is odd as I set the room on fire in English 100. Have set another fire in this writer’s soul. Somehow. Should have taken a nap, shit… No, then I wouldn’t have...
View ArticleThose Humans
One thing I notice about students is that they feel lost. Now, I’m not sure if this is a result of pressure from society or family, or social media, or themselves, or the institution itself, but they...
View Articlenote
Less than 30 minutes left of my 2 hours to self to write. Listening to different music now. No more Hutcherson. Not now.. Eating a bagel after taking a break. No I didn’t nap, though so tempted....
View ArticlePROJECT 2
Day 01, April 20, 2017, Thursday — Day I find what classes I’m getting in Fall. Definitely booking two, no matter what. 06:56 now and I’m in the conference room, about to go to classroom but decided...
View ArticleI always dread class for some reason—
or maybe not dread it, in fact no I don’t dread anything, but I have anxiety about it, lately. The past two semesters and especially this one all being on the blog. But today, I just did it. Saw it...
View Article4:19pm
Henry waking from a nap that I initiated, or, well, really, just walked out of the room while he was blaring with cry and he fell asleep. Knew he was tired. Can tell by the high-tone bubbly screech,...
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